Archive for November, 2005

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Wednesday, November 30th, 2005

I find that being around other people too long drains my energy, but that being by myself for too long also drains me. I need to flip back and forth regularly to stay in top form. I also enjoy just walking around in a somewhat crowded environment. School was always good for that. I’d find myself in a trance, walking around and just letting the ambient noise numb my consciousness while I thought about this and that. Mostly about girls, as it turns out, but that’s hardly surprising.

So today I’m at home, working on a project that I detest more and more the longer it goes on. I feel like I’m actually killing myself with dumbness as I do this job. The problem is that I can’t think of anything else I’d rather work on. I think I’m burned out and need to recharge. I feel half dead most of the time, and it’s the dead part that feels better than the part that’s alive.

Sangeeta’s having her car repainted this week, so no car for me until Thursday.

Sangeeta’s father is coming to stay with us next month. If I live through that, I’ll be a very surprised person come next year.

I didn’t sleep well at all last night. I can’t remember any dreams but I do remember Sangeeta waking me up over and over because I was snoring.

So now I’m just sitting here, writing all this shit and wondering what the fuck I’m doing with myself anymore.

Born A Couch Potato? Each Persons’ Activity Level Appears Intrinsic, Possibly Tied To Genetics

Wednesday, November 30th, 2005

Born A Couch Potato? Each Persons’ Activity Level Appears Intrinsic, Possibly Tied To Genetics

Alive with bacon taste

Monday, November 28th, 2005

Ursi’s Blog – Fun: Bacon N Eggs

Atkins was right!

Wednesday, November 16th, 2005

Studies show that bread is a hazard to society.

Sangeeta’s back!

Tuesday, November 15th, 2005

She came back yesterday, just 2 hours before my dental appointment. She was all tired and sick, and not happy to be back in LA. Not very fun. :(

Pure Pwnage – Episodes

Tuesday, November 15th, 2005

Pure Pwnage – Episodes

after you!

Friday, November 11th, 2005

After You!

Good ol’ Nietzche!

Tuesday, November 8th, 2005

“When we hear the ancient bells growling on a Sunday morning we ask ourselves: Is it really possible! This, for a jew, crucified two thousand years ago, who said he was God’s son? The proof of such a claim is lacking. Certainly the Christian religion is an antiquity projected into our times from remote prehistory; and the fact that the claim is believed – whereas one is otherwise so strict in examining pretensions – is perhaps the most ancient piece of this heritage. A god who begets children with a mortal woman; a sage who bids men work no more, have no more courts, but look for the signs of the impending end of the world; a justice that accepts the innocent as a vicarious sacrifice; someone who orders his disciples to drink his blood; prayers for miraculous interventions; sins perpetrated against a god, atoned for by a god; fear of a beyond to which death is the portal; the form of the cross as a symbol in a time that no longer knows the function and ignominy of the cross — how ghoulishly all this touches us, as if from the tomb of a primeval past! Can one believe that such things are still believed?”
-Nietzsche

The Bible is Evil!

Monday, November 7th, 2005

I found this site dedicated to showing all the evil stuff that God is all about. I keep trying to tell people about this stuff, but most people don’t want to hear it.

alone

Thursday, November 3rd, 2005

It’s starting to get to me, sitting at home all day by myself. Three whole days. Woohoo.